OK Hashem. I remember having this conversation with You recently...I mean I know I'm getting older but my memory isn't going yet.
I remember saying basically I CANNOT take it anymore.
Too much. Too much stress. Too much worry. Not enough of what I need; money being tops in my mind, but other things as well.
I can't take it anymore! Let me off this ship! Let me sleep and do nothing for a month. I want quiet. I want rest. I want, most of all, to have a break from worry.
So what happens? YOU GIVE ME MORE!
What gives? WHY? You don't believe me? You really think I can take more on my plate? You want to prove me wrong....
Garden of Wisdom Lesson #52: The Ego Blockade
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